LostAtHeart953

Surrounded by a sea of life Never feeling so secluded Oh how I've longed to taste the bitter sweet lips of death I close my eyes, gladdened by the very scene I've kept my soul quiet As it wrecks through my skin Never ending screeching stretches to escape I force it back with a heavy breath I feel I have failed them They look at me like I've already passed White like summer time smiles, my face heats up I must conceal these scars from heart warmed lovers No longer do I feel Now I can visualize When they find me I'll be with them holding cold hands to heart Whispered apologizes Letters left in secret Sought out by those

  Tears streaked her rose colored cheeks, her eyes bore into his with an intensity beyond comprehension., turning Caribbean blue in the moonlight. He couldn't bare the site of those eyes, not when they held so much sadness. He snatched her up in his arms and lovingly kissed her forehead. The touch of him stung her, she winced slightly. He could feel the uneven movements of her breath. His hand twisted up in her hair, comforting her in any way possible, wishing he could take her pain away. "Please, please don't leave me." It came out in a cracked whisper. With that one useless plea her tears started back up again. She knew the answer to her ho

Days aren't the same, my nights unleash the pain. Nightmares screaming in my head, I awake and still I face the dread. Yeah, I smile, I say I'm fine, but you don't understand a hurt like mine. I go to bed at night, and wash my face with tears. And when I wake up each morning I'm wishing they would clear away these fears. Yeah, I can pretend. pretend you were never mine. But, you don't understand a hurt like mine. My heart screams out for you, though there's nothing I can do. These broken pieces are of no use. That glued together mess is a sad excuse. Yeah I tried, I took the time, But no one understood a hurt like mine.

It's a bit of me just rambling, I'm sorry about that, and anyone who knows me wont even know who I'm talking about, so I doubt it will interest them. This feeling isn't love, nor obsession. You have to have lived it to understand it. So to those who have lived it, and even if you haven't...read on. Oh how I wish you knew... You have literally changed my way of thinking. I figured I would go through the motions my whole life. Never really knowing what happened, who to trust, who to love, and who to hate. But, when you came to me and told me everything without any hesitation, just acting as if nothing changed, like you and I were stuck in the

Promises broken. Pieces of me left on the floor. Waiting for you to walk back through the door. Pick me up, put me back to how I was before. But this was your intention, your plan from the start. This was your progression, on the way to my heart. Congratulations. Your prize is broken. You threw it on the ground and now all my scars are open. Numbing this feeling. It's all I've learned to do. As blood keeps spilling, and my tears shed for you. I can't forgive you, but oh, how I wish you would beg. But, I'm the only one who misses you being here in this bed. But I can't turn back now, You're voice is engraved in my hea

 He never gave me a reason as to why he chose me. Yet he did. The day I met him I was a naive, worthless, broken life form. A zombie if you will. He must of seen it in my eyes. The nothingness, the worthlessness, the pain. But, he smiled, while I sat grimacing back at him. Not that he had done anything wrong, but it was like I had forgotten how to smile. The summer before this encounter had been the worst of all my experiences so far. Little did I know the summer after he walked into my life would be far worse than what I could ever conjure up in my wildest day dreams. But, that's a different story. The smile on his face bugged me. It